Josef K - Chance Meeting

Kelly gave me a haircut. I like it. The more simple the better. I got a tattoo today. And one of my best friends is leaving for Japan soon. :( but good for her! I bet she will have a lot of fun. All my clothes are dirty and it's going to rain tomorrow, I hate the possibility of smelling like a wet dog even if I am the only one around.

Eat this to feel well:
vegetable broth + carrots + rice
bananas
dairy

Boring Old Fart

I hate the word pic, arbitrarily
The Internet is arbitrary
Love is arbitrary
Success is arbitrary
Fun is arbitrary

This morning I dreamed of visiting London, only my host family lived in the country. I had no idea how to ride the transportation, they wouldn't give me directions. I ended up at a school function looking at a booth about teddy bears, longingly staring at the tracks below us, wondering how on earth I would leave this family (I had nowhere else to stay) if no one would tell me how to get around... Also this dream was set in the 20s?

the weather is so nice today. i'm going to make guacamole and tacos and drink beers.

my cat

i took my cat to the vet today, yearly shots and stuff. she peed all over herself in the carrier and then when we got home i had to give her a bath. she seemed really mad and i feel sorry for her. she's like a furry baby, only she'll never understand anything i say to her. i can't take advantage of the future and hope that someday i'll be able to apologize.

for eternity

this is from the day my friends megan and marcus got married. everyone blew bubbles and it was a magical moment.

the embarrassment - i'm a don juan

i am slowly teaching myself guitar. i learned once but that was a long time ago. my goal is to play a really nuts metal song at the punk rock summer talent show! i hope i get that far by summer.

hum:

this morning i dreamed about the trips we used to take across this whole united states. it's been so long since i've done cheap travel and i wish i were still religious and still living at home, just so i could do that. every summer. 10 states. i was a lucky kid. i just woke up and am about to tell my teacher everything i know about "ART" and "philosophy," basically today is going to be really easy. submission is extreme freedom.

good ears

i think i could win this show. seriously. it takes about half a measure for me to recognize a song.

only one midterm (out of one midterm) left until spring break. spring break = three days of work, one show, a trip to wichita, lounging mostly. i need to regain some stamina before i take on all these new chores - petitioning for english credit, a graduation check, career advising, preparing a new project for our installation installation in the gallery (set to open april 14).

never forget

I went to the doctor today for the second time this month. For some reason, being sick makes me extremely emotional. When the doctor asks what's wrong, I reply through a tear-clenched voice and have to work really hard to hold back full-fledged bawling. Last time I went, I felt really good about not even feeling this feeling of total sadness, anxiety, stupidity. Too bad keeping my cool was (once again) totally negated by the full-fledge bawling I couldn't keep in when the nurse swabbed my nose for evidence of the flu. My mom gave me tons of shit for not going earlier in the day, to which I replied "hey leave me alone I'm sick and I don't feel good and I need to feel better so I was sleeping because I feel like shit." So many steps backward.

i can't breathe

serious pain when breathing, maybe i have pleurisy? also, it's nowing today and i'd rather it not. BUMMER.

DOUBLE JEOPARDY

their satanic majesties

less talk more listen

I am looking for something to do this summer. Ethiopia?? I wish.